The fear of starting over
I can’t help but feel
When hope pulls from with under
Inconspicuous feel
I don’t know where it goes
A moment of surrender
Caught in my heels
Hope tugs from with under
An inconspicuous feel
I don’t know where it goes
When I wake from childhood
Will I still be understood
Oh heaven, please, still see me
When I grew from childhood
Did I be just what you would
Have me to be
I’m still coming for me
When I go, I will know
On my back in the middle of the night
I am picking fights
It’s absurd, it’s my curse
Combat, in the middle of the night
There’s a war in my mind
But I’ll be fine, I’ll be alright
When I wake, I will thank you
Hope is taking over
I can’t help but feel
credits
from Killing Time,
released June 11, 2021
Written and Arranged by Deanna Drudge
Produced, Engineered, and Mixed by Kevin Ker
Mastered at Wreckhouse by Peter Letros
Additional Instruments by Kevin Ker
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